What a Weak

Well.. this week was horrible. Last week I found out that friends of ours lost their triplets. On top of that, we also found out that Hunny's grandpa's cancer is back. On top of that, we leave here in 16 days and my dear friend leaves in just a few days. :( I had a great weekend celebrating the death and resurrection of Christ. And then again at the gym, I was reflecting. This is my last week working out with my dear friend. This could possibly be the last year for grandpa. And my friends are hurting with the loss of their children. The Bible says to carry each other's burdens. What if I can't carry any more? I feel like I'm going to lose it. I feel as though I just can't handle one more ounce of bad news. Now on the flip side, God can. And there are verses reassuring me that he does not give us more than we can handle. Maybe I am just handling it wrong? Or maybe I am handling it, but just can't see it. Either way, I know that God is holding me up. I know that Jesus is praying for me and interceeding on my behalf. But I am still mourning the loss of babies, the sad news with grandpa, my friend leaving, and us leaving. Even Jesus wept in mourning. On the same, but different note.. I love reading through Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. Reading through those books, I wanted to know who God was and what better way to find out than reading about Jesus. He went through so many emotions as I do. I just love learning about Him and His life here on earth and His promises for His children. I know God's promises for me and I do have hope in Him. Don't get me wrong. Life is sad sometimes is all. Alright. well. off to bed for me!